A year ago i was a wild party heart. Mistakes were made and carelessness was my partner in crime. Single, but mistakenly owned. I chose company over loneliness and realized why i was so unhappy. I was “with” someone who wasnt worth my time. No love was felt, it was just an excuse to fill a void. Such a shame because he was a true gentleman, intelligent, & a good friend. At the time i was sure we didnt belong to eachother because of my fear of being owned. But now i know, things really do happen for a reason. This indecisive,untamed,broken heart somehow knew that something better would come along. Patience became my teacher. A couple months later i found him. Him as in the one who has somehow managed to erase the fear and replace it with love. Its funny how things can change from one day to the next. Now that i think about it, the days felt like seconds, and in minutes i was in love with my soulmate. Now almost a year later im sitting here in OUR living room; my indecisive,untamed, broken heart now strong and full of love. People tell me I’m lucky, which can be true, but this love is more than that. This love of mine is a blessing now. One that has changed my life for the better. I am still a young wild party heart, except now i celebrate life with a never ending bliss that i never want to let go of….
A year Ago….
